12 MORE DAYS
And if you just read my last answer to an inbox, you know what’s going on. I did in fact purge again today, but only once which is progress. But after today, I will never in my life do it again. I promise you, I will change, and for the better. I am going to make myself be healthy again, with or without your support. I am going to make a promise to myself that I will start to eat healthy...
Anonymous asked: I followed your blog a year and half/two years ago. I used to think you were really strong and confident to decide to lose weight the healthy way and show everyone how proud you were about it. But looking at your blog now, which is full of pictures of skinny women and weigh ins of nearly 10 pounds loss a WEEK are not enough for you? I think you're taking it a bit too far. I know what...
14 MORE DAYS
And literally at this point, I just can’t wait to go on vacation. I’m hoping to lose at least another ten pounds, so I’m hoping I can be at least 170 for when I go. If I’m not, that’s okay, but I am for sure going to try. So today, I just wanted to let you all know, that I will never again binge and purge. I am so done with it, and I have finally realize the damage...
16 MORE DAYS
And it’s honestly scaring me how close I am to vacation. It’s really time to take charge, and I will. I’m going to be in the 170’s for vacation, watch me. Today was rough, I woke up being 183.6 pounds which I wasn’t happy with, so I purged twice today. I think I’m around 184 right now though, and it’s honestly just fucking disgusting. I am so fat, and I...
17 more days
And this day sucks. Literally I was crying five minutes ago, because I hopped on the scale and I gained two pounds. I am so pissed. I barely ate anything today, and I worked out for such a long time. Why does losing weight have to be so hard. Seriously, fuck this. I am so upset right now. I am so fat, why can’t I just be skinny? Is that too much to ask for? Gaahhh, I hate this. Hope YOU are...
18 More Days!
I seirously could not be more worried. I don’t even want to see how much weight I have gained from today. I am such a fat ass. I am for sure not going to be in the 170’s tomorrow. I’m literally so pissed. So I want to make the goal that by Monday I will be in 170’s. But I guess this whole day has just been a wake up call for me, and I really want to at least make it in the...
20 more days!
It’s coming so fast! I don’t think I’m going to make it to the 170’s by Friday, but I’m most certainly going to try. I think I might extend that to Saturday, because losing 4 pounds is a little unrealistic in two days. Anyways hope you all have a good day! Love you lots<3
22 MORE DAYS!
The days are just counting down! ahhh! Anyways, so far today I am doing really good(: I just need to workout and I’ll be okay. I want to be in the 170’s by Friday, and I know for a fact that can happen! Wish me luck, love you all <3
24 MORE DAYS
Oh my gosh. 24 more days until spring break, and that means I need to get my fatass back on a diet. I have like no time left, and that means that from now on, I am going hard core. No more junk food, no more excuses, I just got to lose another 20 pounds. Please write in my ask and inspire me(: Such a beautiful day, love you all!